Its a beautiful day today in den heague. I'm at my second cup of coffee this time on my balcony.
Today I'm gonna
- clean
- get some sun
- give myself reiki
- make a plan
- check it twice
- enjoy the day
A few day's ago a good friend died, for me it's like day's. I came late that day I heared it. A day later I got in an argument well an argument it went like I get a picture and a poem what must I do with that that's no reason to come later. I tried to explain but I asked him to repeat that and he repeated it. That was my que to leave. I picked up my stuff and left. The main reason i was working while i had so much pain in my legs because I wanted to help companies. That reason is gone now. Im taking a break and dealing with everything one step at a time.
The witness role I have, I want more help with that.
That's why I'm gonna make a plan because we can't survive from air okok some moncks do but I'm no monck. Well as you see my way of living, no wife, when I come home from work I go to my bedroom 'I have 5 of them' and I meditate but I will need food. So I'm cutting my expences like 
I will also pickup some projects, that's why I need to have a plan because if you do it all at once it won't have the effect I want.
But for now I enjoy the sun for the first time.