There are a couple of things I've already said before I like a lot and enjoy doing, some others I know I would enjoy even if I haven't had the chance to do them.
...the time and...
I love music and feel frustrated cause I didn't have the chance to studying it or maybe the guts to look for a chance. Opportunities back then were not easy to find though, even less for a country boy like I was and on the other hand nobody pointed me that direction. Not that I had any skills on it either but maybe, just maybe if I had studied piano, guitar and or singing, things today might be different and I'd be happier, maybe not. It's not late to do it anyway...if I had the time.
...the money.
Traveling is also something I've been very attracted to, and not just for visiting beautiful places(that is nice -I guess-), but to get into the cultural bowes of many places(music included). I've seen many documentaries about many countries cultures, listened to many of those countries music as well and lived (back in college-age) near to some of this cultural customs and music, at the time I had the opportunity to study my career with some Angolan, Arab, Ghanaian, Cape Verdean and other nationalities students. Inner aspects of their cultures , music and history are fascinating. There are some other countries cultures like Japanese, Indian, Chinese I would like to know as well and many others I don't recall now. It's not too late either, if I had the time and the money.
So if I needed no job.
Some inventive replacement repair I had to do today, details will come soon at Home Solutions community.
That would mean I'd have enough of both, time and money to do whatever I would like to, but there's one more thing I would gladly do and even would do above the other 2, cause there's one thing that makes me feel very happy all the time, at least when I can afford doing it cause both, time and/or money availability, feeling myself useful.
Meaning to help those in need (humans or/and animals).
Even when I don't have enough patience to deal with some of both specimens, but I know that with my wife's help we'll manage it just fine.
But that all would only be possible if I had the time to dedicate and the money to finance it, or maybe just the money to keep me out of work allowing me to take all my time to spend it doing it all.
You might be noticing me a bit serious today, it's just I'm writing with a terrible head ache after a sleepless night, still am happy to be here.
That doesn't mean I'll stay in just one topic, I won't make a whole post out of the following though, as always I'll be brief, but the quality of the topics allow me not to walk away with only one written about, even with this hammer hitting my head.
Cutting out sugar. Heck no!
This one's for my kids though, they're staying with me today.
I don't think I could cut out sugar for good.
I suspect am getting into diabetes.(I know I should stay away from her, but guess I need her in my life).
I really like sweets( All of them- me and the kid inside me-)
A bit hard to decide.
Since I have a problem with anger control and it popping up out of the blue, but let's focus on the reasons I can determine out of people behaviors.
Abuse : I had a tough adolescence time linked to abuse, me and my friends. We went into a high-school deep in the countryside being still just kids, we had to stay and sleep there 11 days and nights, the rest of the students were, as we saw them, men and women, I believe that our generation took bit more time to develop and break out of childhood. We had never been out of our warm homes before where treated as unprepared kids and those were violent and abusive times. Guess that's one of the roots of my anger anyway. It's been a long time I don't I allow or bear abuse and disrespect, that takes from my violent responses and behaviors towards the abuser or disrespectful one(s).
Indiscretion (people who get into what is not their business): I enjoy and take pride of living my life and only be part of others lives if I'm wanted to, give an opinion or advice if am asked to or am given the confidence out of brotherhood and/or deep friendship, there are limits as well. I hate those who do the opposite and get into other people's lives without invitation.
Lies : Guess no detailed explanation required.
Enough chat about my self.
Some reasons given above might be enough to like me a bit if we agree on the way of thinking, but, according to what I know myself and to what I've been said (compliments or not) I'm adding am loyal, smart-mature-funny and immature-funny, spontaneous, committed, true to my word, man and friend.
