Image Michal Jarmoluk from Pixabay
I remember all of the people who gave me moments that brings joys and sadness. I don't forget things like this and I believe no one forgets what other people do to us.
In my entire life I've cared for people more than I care about myself and one of the person I cared and who gave me so loving memories was my grandpa and it's been 5 years since I've lost him.
In Loving Memory of my Grandpa
I remember the time I've spent with him and he used to be strict about everything and so disciplined like not seen someone like him.
Even in his last days he did advised me that you've got potential and just don't waste it, these are the years you have do every possible thing to make your dream life.
Image by Goran Horvat from Pixabay
It was pandemic when he had last stage cancer and did every possible treatment but he just got more and more weak, i don't even want to talk about it.
The thing is It's not easy to live without someone who used to be with you to scold and teach things like no one else could.
For those who have been following me from a long time might have noticed that I never mentioned about my father and it was because I lost in early days of my childhood and never had any memories that I remember.
So, my grandpa was more like my father and losing him sent me back in the darkness all alone.
He used to admire hardworking people like he was one who came from a very poor family and build something for his child's.
After losing everything
The one thing that stayed with me was his memories and daughter who is my mother and now she's the only reason to live other than that there's nothing left in my world.
Image by Michal Jarmoluk from Pixabay
So, yeah I get strength everytime I see her face and the only moving forward is to not look back and don't cry about past things.
Everything happens for reasons and I believe they're in the better place. now it is my life and with those good memories it just gets better.
Wrapping Up...
I've seen many people around us are happy from outside but hiding their own stories and struggles behind that happy face.
We all have loving memories of people and one was that girl who I met like three years ago and still couldn't take out of my mind even though she isn't in my life anymore.
So, yeah these loving memories doesn't go anywhere no matter how hard you try, it just stays in your head and sometimes it becomes painful but I've accepted the reality and trying to live in the present.
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