Wonder why I ended up into this situation? Well, a few days ago on my previous blog I ended up buying some lego pieces for myself to practice and play. Not every one is capable of having a lots of toys when they where young that includes me and right now what I am doing is that I am trying to heal every single childhood I have in me. I remember one of my friend's wife scolded when I suddenly panic that his son trample upon my collection of Hotwheels which was never been touch in the display closet for the first time. We ended up fighting because I wasn't able to let their son play with toys but wait a minute I their in my house and do not have the rights to play with them without my permission, "it's just a toy!" that's the most helirious phrase I had ever heard from them and I won't tolerate it.
I explain to them that these toys that you are talking about is my childhood me, yes! that same little me who never had the chance to grow up having them. I already started collecting toys when I got my first ever paycheck being an adult few months after graduating from college. These toys was never their blood, sweet, and money to earn it was my personal achievement that always kept reminding me that I am not a child anymore but it is never too late to have them. The reason that protected them because I want to feel my inner child be safe from the past experiences. Moments after the quarrel between me and my best friend's wife they begun to settle the problem and called it a day.
Going back to my lego I tried thinking all the possibilities on how to finish it by seeing small pieces of block who knows where it will be place. Luckily there is an instruction at the back of the box. Many people will say man that is easy only 50 pieces we could take it for minutes ya'll nope not me hahahaha I can't even move on to the 3rd step in 20 minutes. After some extra effort of understanding the schematics of the lego pieces I manage to cope up and move on to next steps.
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After carefully followed each steps I manage to made it's main upper body that will serve as the base for it's missing turret and wheels. Building each piece of the tanks body is not easy for a begginer like me it may look small but boy oh boy it is hard.
After building the first one I had great confidence that I can also do the other one it took me a long time to figure both legos but it was worth it and it made me happy. What I learned about this activity is that you must be always patient in order for you to reach your goals successfully. With all the effort I put into I will next time try a 100 pieces and more lego until I could get a hold of it and will do my best to build an actual big one.
Thanks for giving time to read my precious blog! Have a good one and stay safe little giant out!