So when I tell people I have the trait of an introvert, they hardly believe me. Actually, I happen to be an ambivert, and this is someone who is both an introvert and an ambivert. When I was a child, you would never see me face any crowds.
No matter what, I will not face crowds. In fact, I used to be very scared. I could remember a year I went for a competition, and I ended up crying because I was so scared to face the crowd.
But then, if you are someone who has the traits of leadership, you will always find a way to be in front. Has time passed? I realized I needed to get rid of this fear because, no matter how I do it, I end up being in front. At some point in my life, I will always run away, hide, and do all sorts of things like that. But no matter how I hide, I will still be found.
When I got to know this, I realized that running away would not solve the issues. I better face my fear, and that is exactly what I wanted to do. At some point, when my mom realized this, she made a drink for me to get rid of the fear because, believe me, you can't imagine how scared I'm always to face someone. I do not talk, nor will I say anything.
When I got to my secondary school, a guy once slapped me, saying I was sitting on his chair. Well, I couldn't talk; all I did was cry, and then I wiped it out.
When it's getting out of hand and then it's turning to bullies, my dad had to come in because this is a disease I couldn't solve on my own.
And here is what my dad did. Since he realizes that fear is my problem, He then told me I would always face my fear every day until I got scared no more. The first thing he did was register me for a taekwondo class, where there are lots of students and teachers. Believe me, I also have the best teacher. I took so much personal training that I did not take classes with my colleagues because of this fear. But as time goes on, I started taking classes with them.
After a few months of training, my instructors asked me to face my teammates one after the other so we could fight. But anytime I try to fight, I always forget what to do, even though I can actually fight. But the fear is too much. Time passes, but I face this fear every day, and then I get used to it. I fight every day. I can fight eight people in a day. I started becoming so strong each day.
And then I started facing the crowds. No matter the size of the crowds, I will definitely mount it. It was so hard for me to face, but with the help of my parents, I was able to face my fear.
So today, there is absolutely nothing I get scared of, if you do any how I will show you what I'm made of.
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