Oh, dear. It's okay to go at your own pace, no matter how fast or slow. I identified with what you wrote. I know what it's like to feel lost and try to find the answer to why you're not like everyone else. Or how they appear to be. And you know what? You don't need to be like anyone else. You're fine just the way you are, with your strengths and weaknesses. If life has taught me anything, it's that there's no point in wasting it trying to meet expectations, whether your own or those of others. You'll never be satisfied. However, when we go with the flow, giving ourselves over without seeking anything else, that's when we touch that fulfilment with our fingertips. Without going any further, your moments on the beach capturing these beautiful snapshots seem to me to be a haven of peace and well-being. Thank you for writing this, I hope it has had a therapeutic effect. I send you a big hug. ❤️