Saturn is Retrograde in this Time. O, Eye Love Saturn. Saturn is My Greatest Guru in Life. His Lessons are Hard and Dark. There is no Playing Games with Saturn, there is no Bullshit with Saturn. He is Father Time. Saturn is Karma. Saturn is Merciless Teacher. His Mercy is Infinite, but His Ways Merciless. His Ways are Dark, but They Push a Student of Life towards the Light. His Hard Spartan Way is not meant to plunge us in Darkness, but arranged in the Way, that We release all the Darkness within us, that is causing us our Hell in this World. Saturn shows us Who We are not so Clearly and what kind of Reality, this Energies of our False self that We are holding on are Creating. Saturn was Teaching Me Hard in My Life and still does when Eye have to learn, but Eye always cooperate and never holding on to the Darkness within Me, that Father Saturn Highlighted through Painful Experiences in My Life. Father Saturn only wants to Show Me that the Cause of My Suffering is within Me and nowhere else. Eye Love and respect the teacher that Saturn is.
We may be Living in Denial out of our False Karmic Ego Mind Self and We may be Exercising old Ways of Karma, Attachments, Expectations, Conditions and Control and We may pretend that it is Divine and want to keep the very Energies and Ways, that are keeping us locked in the Matrix of Separation. We may try to Denie the Separation and Old Energies within us and we are not even trying to release them in our intend, but Saturn is to Show us in Direct Experience of Life, how and Why our Attachments hurt, why Expectations are to disappoint us in Life and also how, how our Karmic False Self is to reflect much Drama and Pain in our Life out of Dependancy on the Energies of others, how We can lose ourselves if We depend on others out of Attachments. Saturn clearly shows us in Experience, that We and whatever is the Karmic Energy within us, that We try to denie and Hide is to be clearly Experienced in direct Experience in Life and if False Self holds Strong within us, Experiences can be Dramatic and Painful. Saturn is only showing to us, Who We are not, so We can See within ourselves how Old Energy hurts and get the Experience of how our Attachments are Root Cause of Pain and Expectations and Control leads to Suffering and Disappointment. Blaming and not forgiving only makes us a Victim and deprives us from Freedom. We depend on someone else or try to Live on Energy of others and We call it Love, Saturn is to show us, that We really need Ourselves, for others can give us only the Happiness that is within us and that kind of Love as Reflection of Energies that are within us and they are dealing with their own Karma and can give us also that. Saturn is a Teacher. Mercilless Teacher. Father Figure, but He wants only the Ultimate Good and His Darkness pushes us, the Children in this School of Life into our Absolute Good through all the Bad that We are not and our False Self is Creating. He is to show us the Energies of our False Self and their Creations in all Intensity in Direct Experience, so there is no other Way, but for us to get Honest and Sincere with ourselves and choose to release our Fears, our Cages of the Mind and Old Ways, our Attachments and all the Karma. Saturn brings Karma and this means also Good Karma and whatever is Healed within us of Old Energy and Free of Karma is to be Blessed By Saturn with Gifts in this World in Abundance. Saturn shows us the Results of the Energies within us, therefore also brings Great Treasures on all Levels. Saturn brings Justice. Saturn makes us lose our Mind and forces us to make our Heart our Home, for it Displays the Experience of Creations of our Mind, driven by Fear and Attachments and Karma in our Life in all its Pain, so We can Feel it and Clearly See it, for what it is and the Source of it within ourselves. That's True Guru. True Teacher, that wants us to get Free as Fast as Possible and really wants to give us what our True Self, Free of all Karma and Pain Desires in this World from the Heart. Only Enlightenment and Heaven on Earth. He is Loving Father, but His Ways do not appear as Love, yet His long therm Plan with us is nothing but Love. Father builds us Strong and sets us Free of all the Pain, so We can handle our Dreams, when We are ready for Them in Life. All the Terrible Karmic Experience that Saturn Provides to us are actually Blessings, for they are ment to awaken us to who we are not and remove the Sources of our Pain that are within us, so We can release that and be Who We truly are from the Heart and do what our Heart Desires in the World and Live that Greatest Life of Joy. Saturn provides the Dark Experiences to us, that hurt, so We can release the very Cause of our Painful 3D Life, all the Separation and Karma and eventually We can Rise into our True Self and our Happiest Karma Free Life on our own Heaven on Earth as We are also Angels on Earth Ourselves, Free of all the Karma and Attachments, that prevent us from Flying Freely in the Wind of Love and binds us down into the World. But Karma has to End within us in order for us to Live Karma Free Life and only Karma Free Life is Happiness. Yet We are holding on to that Karma within us and refuse to let go, We refuse to even See that the Causes are within us and not out there in others, so Father Saturn has His Merciful Ways of setting us Free, Merciful Way, that appears nothing but Mercy actually. It can be Brutal, if We are just not letting go and refuse to See it. If We Live in denial and try to keep the Old Ways, that our Soul has chosen to be Fre of. Saturn makes us See Clearly, if We are Living in Denial. Saturn wants us to Fly Free like Birds, We cry, that We want to Fly, but We keep Ourselves in the Cage of Karma and chained in Attachments, so how can We Fly. Saturn is that Father Figure, that breaks our Cage apart and Chains, so We may Experience their Death. We Identify Ourselves with our Chains and our Cage, so it might hurt, just like We are the One's Dying, when our Illusions are Dying. But Saturn is Killing our False Self, that We mistaken to be Ourselves, Full of Attachments and Karma and the Suffered in this World and We still do, if We think, We are that: Saturn Slaughterers our Illusions, for us to be born as Who We truly are, Angels in the Wind, that are Free as the Birds. There is no other Way. Cause of our Suffering has to be released and the cause is within us. We have to See it and Experience it, in order to reject it. Saturn Purifies the Kingdom within through the Experiences in the World. So Kingdom within can get Free of Karma and Thy Heavenly Kingdom can come from thy Heart as Causes of the World are Purified out of the Kingdom. Kingdom is within.
Saturn is like Father. Like Curse which is Blessings in the Disguise. He pushes us against the Wall and Yells, „Now Work on Your Self, or all that You are not is to Destroy You.“ Saturn shows us that there is no other Way, but to Release all the Energies within us that Create Karma, Old Darkness of Attachments, dependancy, Control, Expectations, all our Fears, Saturn Forces us to lose our Mind and really make our Heart our Home and Live from the Heart. Saturn Forces us to Work on Ourselves and there is no Hiding and running away from our False Self, for it Causes Suffering to us in Example, so We can See all the Darkness within us and Separation, We may want to Denie it and keep them. So Saturn is Love actually. Fatherly Love. Our Suffering and Pain has to get Destroyed by Fathers Love, so We can be Free, so We can be that Joy of Life, that Love We Desire so much, Free of this World. Saturn is the Father that shows us, that this World hurts and We are not of this World. World may be within us and Saturn makes us to release the World as We Experience the World of Karma, for We are not of this World. We are Free of karma and Saturn only wants the Highest Good for all of us. Yet His Mercy is Merciless. Whatever is not in Alignment with our heart and is going against our Heart, Saturn is to Highlight, provide us the Experience of it, so We can See it and turn in the right Direction, so We can find our True Purpose from the Heart after. Where We are not in Allignment in our Heart Saturn always shows us clearly and We can only Listen or Suffer. But We have Free Will to hold on to our False Self also and our Fears in our Mind, but this is just not Wise
Take away from Me all that I AM not Great Saturn, so Eye may be all that I AM. So Eye may be Who I AM in this World and do Greatest Things that My Heart Desires. But Saturn is Father, giver of Karma and Justice. Good Karma also He is bringing. So whatever Good Rewards in Life We Worked towards already are to come to us also in Abundance. Saturn serves us in Intensity, whatever is ours by Divine Justice, Lessons that We need to release what We are not and all the Blessings that are the Reflection of our True Self, our True Love in our Heart. So let us all be Blessed in Abundance of Greatest Rewards in Life on all Level and if there are any Karmic Lessons, let us See that the Causes are within us and release Them, so eventually We may Live in our Heaven on Earth as our Greatest Divine Version, Pure Love and Joy of Live in Action and Passion of Creation. Let us lose our Fears and Live from the Heart and in the Heart.
Father Saturn is actually most Happy, when We are Free of our Karma and our False Self and only wants to give us that Pure Joy, Happiness, Abundance of Love that We are and our Greatest Dreams in our Heaven on Earth. But He is Love of a Father and His Duty is to Teach us how to release all the Causes within us, that are preventing us just from that. Love wants best for us always, but We have Free Will to chose Worst also.
- Purna Ananda 11.05. 2019 ©