Does it ever happen to you like you just wake up in the morning and suddenly an unknown something takes you into a lost world? Like you are falling into a deep vouge hollow from where you can't climb up? You have hundreds of work to do but lose your spirit of walking up? I'm having these shits for a couple of days and all the time praying that maybe the next day is going to be better but it is now getting worse I guess. It feels like you lost your trail in the deep of the woods, and can't figure out which route to choose. And those stupid thoughts are started fusing all of your nerves one after another. The peaceful corner of your sweet room started turning into an exotic place where it is hard to take a deep breath. So in the fear of getting succumbed by my thoughts, I just took my favorite mystery-thriller book and went outside to escape from the invisible dark thread, to escape from myself. Brought out my rusty cycle from the garage and went for the pond-side bench where I used to spend hours and hours with my books and thoughts (later on, Dosshu, my cat, started giving me little company). I sat down and made myself cozy enough to get the ultimate peace in this nature. Within a moment, I emerged into the profound mystery with my investigator. Suddenly I realize a little piece of green something moving on my next page. I was shocked to see a splendid baby spider making its position though my book! I got really amazed by its vibrant colors! It halted in my book and was giving a vibe that it was deeply observing me too! I couldn't resist taking a photo, so slowly, I tried to reach for my phone. The spider was acting like an obedient kid and didn't move for an inch! Without losing any second, I switched to the macro lens and took some shots. See how vibrant it looks!
I don't know for how long I kept gazing into this gorgeous baby and came back to reality when it finally started moving. I guess it got bored of me! Slowly, I tried to put him down to nature and observed how s/he made the way through nature. Hope this beautiful creature can survive in this wood!
I liked to think maybe it also left me some advices to get back on my track and start to move on. Like the story of Robert Bruce, I got my inspiration to survive from a tiny spider too, haha!
Actually, it is true that running away from your thoughts can't be the solution, you have to face the fear and go for the right thing. And it's better not to be too hard on yourself. After all, Que sera sera!
Nature indeed loves to surprise us in its own way, and today, it made my day!