Many are the things expected and many are the outcomes whatsoever. A time will always come where you get pushed to the edge of life , mostly thats the peak of it all but at the same time its the point where what is separating you from achieving that thing is just a thin line, its just the last push, its just the last shot but the thing is, will you take it?, will you make the last attempt?, will you take the last step? ... what if you then loose it all? Mr. A took the last move and made it big, whats the possibility that you will also make it after this last push?. Truth is, the possibility is almost zero because there is literally no assurance to the outcome.
Now, walk with me on this, just for the fact that you have decided to make your life better, just for the fact that you have desired a good life above average, just for the fact that all u want is a comfortable life, just because you made up your mind to make a difference then you must come to this point of darkness, point of loneliness , a point where you will just realize that you are alone and nobody is coming to save you , actually its not as though no one knows or cant see where you are but they dont want to have anything to do with that path you took, this is where you now see the limits of your strength and would be wondering if its a crime to desire a better amd comfortable life...
You must know this and have peace, that is, you have to gather your broken pieces both when its obvious and when its not yet obvious because taking away a part of you makes you incomplete.
Mind you, before you attempted taking this path, Alot of persons have been there some took the bull by the head and entered their glory and freedom, others tried but couldnt overcome, they became broken and battered and gave up the crown... for those that entered their rest ( Freedom and glory) they also were broken but denied themselves the opportunity to accept the situation ,
One thing i have known about such persons is they later became winners in almost every aspects of their life.
the last push to victory, to freedom , to breakthrough is always the hardest push because at that point you are already in a broken state but your mind must have a record that you are not finished yet, only at this point can you gather the internal force to make the last push, the last strike, the last attempt to see your light.
Truthful speaking, its possible to be broken and still carry the mindset of an unbroken person, the mindset of a winner, the kind of mindset that separates the weak from the strong, i call it 'the unbroken you' it is that atom of you, that smallest part of you that can actually push you to make that difference.
personally i feel in this pursuit of a stable life, one must embrace these possible outcomes even before embarking on the journey because tomorrow is not promised, you will surely get broken but let the last unbroken ATOM of you sustain you untill the crown is laid up in you.
thank you for journeying with me so far reading, see you at the TOP after we Break Limits...