well hello there from an early morning here in slowly heating up field in england, firstly — congratulations on your successes, getting through the juice cleanse situation and also getting your food situation on lockdown, really well done, you did really well and I think it will help in the long run if you at least try and keep to that for the next few months at least, just from an upbeat and clarity perspective at first.
It’s coming up to 6:30 am here, it’s nice and cool and quiet, I don’t think I had the best sleep because of the warmth but it’s all good, I get two solid days with my mini biza and I’m excited for the day ahead, tomorrow is my modding day off so that’s one less chore/job that I need to do, I’m not sure how I’m gonna deal with making videos and things tomorrow morning when biza is asleep, maybe when she wakes up I’ll record and I’ll do all the prep before hand, maybe tonight even.
gonna try at the very least to get the top 10, vlog and some modding done today, i might have to switch that up to do it on my laptop depending on what headstate biza is in today — I’m sure we can work things around to fit.
Feeling a little stagnant today, I think that’s just the sleep tbh, lost all momentum of creativity at the moment, I know I can pick that back up tomorrow night and over the weekend — just being kinda to myself I guess when these monthly switches come, I know I’m behind on things but I’m so over beating myself up on not getting to them.
I had this overwhelming consideration of all things like that last night, those parts will fit into place when they are meant too, forcing them just makes for a bad expression of them and a revisit at a later time anyway — if that’s the case so be it, I’m just going with the energy of the moment, some times you have too.
Blimey it’s seven o’clock already, I’m already behind, I guess I’ll have to record things when I get back from the shop and when poppet is here — that’s ok, she can sit for ten or fifteen minutes while I get the recordings done in the next hour — nothing frustrates me more than being behind on things, I would have probably not been awake anyway to record.
Gotta leave in five minutes to keep on time with everything — aargh, these are both the best times and the stressful times, when you are trying to conform to someone else plan and it’s outta sync with what you want to realise — I think also I tend to work better (even thou I hate to be down to the wire) as I seem to have the ability to accelerate time in between.
I’m sure we will speak at some point today but go easy on me if I’m not on chat as much today as I’ll be trying to navigate everything when all I want to do is rest, hoping I can keep on top of everything for these forty eight hours and then I can kick back a little at the weekend.
I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,
Da Mouser,
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