Yesterday when I looked at busy, I noticed that I had 4 negative votes of 
Hive account@inertia, that enraged me and immediately I went and wrote a lot of ugly things, rude and so on, thinking that I was right (thing far from reality) good, I complained on several sides and with a bad attitude, then delete the comment because I felt sorry, what I had done, he replied that I had a capture for the file or something like that, as I don't speak English I use a translator and it's hard to understand a little (but my rudeness I think my rudeness understood them well) The truth is that I didn't have so much patience and he didn't tell me what I deserved, I leave four words: "You know what you did" only that's what he wrote (I imagine that with the work he has this accustomed to some of us coming out with crazy) by the way I wouldn't like to have his job of giving negative votes. Of course there is one thing they don't take into account and that is that when they give a negative vote they should leave a brief comment on why, but maybe we don't deserve it, all of them I vote negative because I used their SPT label and I think I received a somewhat high vote and since my publication was about Next Colony, I shouldn't put that #, he was right and I didn't (but I still hope he leaves others a note because he votes negative) I thought I was disrespectful because I didn't understand at the time because I voted negative and as a day before I criticized in a discord chat the negative votes and now all communities talk about giving negative votes and it doesn't cost anything to give them and I even think they will win for giving them (I'm not sure if it's so) and if we do a good job we shouldn't fear for those negative votes, It is not the responsibility of those communities to educate us, but ours to learn. After everything I told him, I began to think about what I had done and how disrespectful I was, so I spent the whole night and I recapitulated what my life has been: I have always been a good respectful person, an educator and I gave workshops on the rules of living together with children. What made me think because my mind betrays me and makes me act that way (like what I always tried not to be and to keep away the children I gave them workshops and my own children) I think I have been transforming myself into what I avoided so much, because I live in Venezuela, where we are going through a lot of things not even to tell them all, but something has happened that made me change and feel a social resentment: My family and I had a pet (I put pictures in some post) Don Vicente was our horse, where we used to go on weekends and some evenings: riding, bathing, playing with him and in the end he was part of the family. It turns out that some neighbors who are delinquents killed him to sell their ground meat and I have found out who they were and every time I look can imagine what goes through my mind, I have spent about 3 months or more fighting against the desire to kill them, to tell the truth, that has been a trigger for bad past and a change that I do not want in me, I am a good man who instills values to their children and neighbors, with a trajectory that many can review on my facebook: Williams Saldeño. Years of work for culture have been lost throughout this debacle to which we have been led in the country, I have been sick and can not afford medicines, because we must eat first and as some know here everything is very expensive because there is no control of anything and everyone abuses, imagine if it is terrible the situation that we live that many have fled the country leaving the safety of their home to go to another country without anything (now we have been caught, if I didn't go with my whole family, it's a shame that a few years ago when I had a prosperous business and they offered me a good price for my house I didn't sell it and I got away from this nightmare we live in. They are not excuses, what we went through is not anyone's fault, so that for being in a bad mood we go out with rudeness to others, nothing justifies that, so I apologize publicly to Hive account@inertia,
It is human to make mistakes, I know that nothing is remedied with it and he neither knows me and maybe not even aware of what happened because in his work there must be many people upset by the negative votes. All these have helped me to take the path of humility, reconsider, I have moved away from the situation, the good path and sometimes it is necessary that bad things happen to analyze and recapitulate. I hope that if one day you go through a situation where someone makes you not like it and you are upset, do not pay it with someone who has nothing to do, life is like that, the bad things that are happening to us in the country they must also have a why, and it must be for us to learn.
In this new steppe of Steemit, we must learn to use the tags with respect, so as not to disturb the communities that have made it clear that they do not want them to use their #wrong, and it is our responsibility for the label we use, not theirs, so I hope that everything I say will serve as something for others and analyze things before acting, even if they are going through many problems, remember that the world owes us nothing, we must earn things by acting well and responsibly.
But mainly it is my public apology to Hive account@inertia for having behaved badly with him, it has really helped me to learn something, and take the path of good again. Everything that happens has its raison d'être, if we learn something positive it will be the best we can do.
Note: I hope that when translating you understand the good sense with which I publish.
Beforehand I explain to the communities where this published is published that I have used its label because the publication where I made the mistake, place them and I just want to give the example that one should take the road and reconsider, if we do not do it we will only be arrogant and evil is only for us. Thanks for understand.
Image # 1 is screenshot of my computer.
