Sometimes we always plan and strategize accurately and believe will definitely get it. But what is the power if the master creator says otherwise. If this happens then we need to turn it all into an experience that needs to be an example for the good of the future. This is life sometimes not everything we want to go according to plan.
Still always praying and trying and confident for a future will be achieved all desires and dreams. Hopefully we will later become a useful person for the family of friends and nation. Amen.