Universe, mystery, please help the people I am praying for. I feel we have seen enough suffering. Cure them from sickness of body and mind and bring flaming inspirations and openheartedness to them and to me, for we are one in you. Help us to find the path to honesty and reconnection. Help us, help me to not feel to great about ourselves and become hypocritical gurus that take the credits for your wonders. Everyone has the power of communicating with you and I know you get to hear a lot of nasty stuff from the minds of people like me but I want to transform, I wish to become a being of compassion and truth. I beg for living an authentic life and not present things that I have not percieved myself as my own thought.
I saw your ability of healing. And I am floating over with joy because of what could be called a coincidence. Yet, is it so absurd to assume that the prayer was connected to the healing. You see great mystery, my analytical thinking part is taking over. What do I know about the world. What kind of preassumtions do I want to make about this consciousness and body I am percieving life in time and space. I have seen some of your mysteries on substances that melted me into the entire experience of each moment. At least it felt like that.
Common, you know I have no idea who you are or what you are or if you are. But I have to continue being honest: the only way for me to clean my thinking and doing from violent, judgemental, self destructive, strange, because media induced and repetetive stuff that blocks my creativity, is to talk to you inside or outside. Who knows where the mystery is really happening? You are hard to grasp but I trust that it is good that way. We need naivity to have the experience of exploration. I pray to explore the path of compassion and humor, the path of real social interaction and the way of experiencing a global healing of disassociation with our brothers and sisters. Wouldn't it be great to see a world where the violence and authority would be parts of the past that we love for the story lines they gave us for our future entertainment and creative process but not would be out there for real. If people would not identify with the way their story line is communicated by the words they use when they think about themselfes and they talk about themselfes but with the part of the mystery they are themselfes. Good job, by the way, all those different selfes by the way... Yeah, you got me. All of them where shaped by the things i want to get rid of, like lies violence war hate corruption abuse etc. Could there be people of these amazing qualities without a discomforting surrounding that builds up their feel about reality? Could I become authentic in Utopia? You don't have to give it all to us just like that, just help us to see the way easier, to come to the present moment and exlore and express in a vibrant organic manner, I can imagine thats your manner, guessing by the events you have realzed in this world. Well, no idea. If you have an idea i am open for your donations. I hope you are feeling not disrespected by my informal way of talking to you, since you are the great mystery and stuff, but I guess the way I experienced you, you dont have a stick in the ass, at least not in all of your manifistations on this planet. I want to express my gratidude for our plant and animal world as well as for the mushrooms and stones, for our lovely sun and our gift of writing. Thank you for every moment of openness when I feel awake and full of courage. Please help me not to develop pride but please help the people I am praying for. Help me to become modest with my experiences with your healing powers, great mystery. Thank you for listening. I hope it was entertaining for you too. Try that healing peace stuff with us. I am totally up for it.
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