I am a mother of an adorable almost 3 year old. and it has been kinda 'dreadful' for us to plan for the next kid due to several issues in the past 2 years. But as our firstborn grows, the feeling of having another child just continue to grow in us. and finally, finally we decided to start trying in October 2017, there was nothing. We tried again in November 2017, nothing again. So we decided to take our minds off it, stopped trying for it in December.
on 29th Dec, i decided to take a home test since my ms was late for 3days. and it showed a solid positive! it was quite a mixed feeling.. to be honest, i wasn't as thrilled as i was when i found out i was pregnant 4years ago. and it took me half a day to digest it and broke the news to my husband. He was in shock, not sure which kind of shock. (AHA!)
Anyway, i was kind of nervous about it. It was like something new to me, all over again. I am fatigue most of the time and i found out that i started to spot. I panicked but i decided to brush it off, 3 days later, i saw blood. This time, i wasn't as calm as before and i had to make an appointment to see my gynae the next day. We were able to see the sac, and it's really early so there wasn't any heartbeat yet (i hope there's one soon!) *fingerscrossed
Sigh. I just recalled... all the nightmares that i had been through during my first pregnancy and now, i have to go through it all over again. Hopefully it gets better this time. My gynae has put me on total bedrest, and today is my 7th day in bed. I still see blood sometimes. I just hope that this one will stick.
Keep me in your prayers, will you? :)