Waking up everyday to see myself in the same place i was is so disheartened, I keep asking myself how long will God continue to stay silent on my life, when will God answer and bless me just like other, why is so different on my own side. Am so lost in thought, the hope that was once strong is becoming weak, people tell a sweet story in my ear everyday and I have seen lot of successful people, breakthrough and achievement but I don't know when my own is going to change for the better.
Life has thought me lot of lessons and am still under pressure, pressure from family, friends and even pressure from myself. Things are just getting harder more than before, just as if it's not going to end someday, what I face everyday of my life is beyond what 10 people are seeing.
How long will this silence go on, when will my own train be here. Am so tired of my own way, sometimes in your own world everything becomes strange to you. How long will this silence go on, when will God respond to my cry, I keep trying everything and it's not just working out well, when will peace come my way, when will I be celebrated. Life is beyond what we're all seeing, people live with lot of trauma and tragedy they could not share, how long will this silence go on. People have lot going on in their head, they wear their smile to cover their trauma, people are dying softly in silence. Help someone in need today because you might have answers to their prayers. God might be using for them