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I couldn't sleep for the past day. It's been a blur as to how I will be sustaining these sleepless nights for the long term. There is much work to do. Much money to make. Even though the way we are going to make money is vague.
They say throw in all your passion and your heart into the work you do. Will we make it in a few months then? Will we be able to make it in a few years?
We were on a family video call just now, and I totally felt very stressed as to what we want in our lives. Starting a family and working in a career seems to be in conflict. Some uncertainties come with the job.
Think positive, they say.
Keep doing and stop thinking, they say.
I really wish there was someone who could guide us towards the light at this point.
No matter who it is. Even if Bill Gates gives directions, there will always be a risk that the outcome will still be as elusive as a janitor giving us instructions. The future is yet to be written. There are no certain certainties. There will always be a risk, and we just have to face it.
The wheels of fate and destiny are turning.
Each choice we make in the hours and days to come will determine where we end up.
We just have to keep running on the hamster wheel, hoping that we are going somewhere.
As to the hamster that really runs the wheel, the best thing is just to sleep on the job. Get as much sleep as possible. Dream all day long.
That will be the best life ever.