Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your story! My sister and I were diagnosed with PTSD when we were 8, where at the time we had a bipolar dad off of his lithium. It was from trauma but I still carry the symptoms of it as an adult. I am still able to switch off my emotions and 'fly in neutral', which may seem like a good thing, but it really isn't I have come to learn. I'm so sorry you are going though it, this is such a great way to inform people! You did great work, following :)