Thanks for the follow and thanks for the post about PTSD. A massive issue only really starting to be recognised in the last few years.

There is a large amount of people in my ambulance service who are treated under psychologist/psychiatrist for PTSD.

The multitude of jobs we go to that involve death, sadness, unsightly images and the old "did I do enough to save this person's life" reflection will eventually catch up.

I, with most other paramedics I know, emotionally detach ourselves from our patients. I view all patients as a sign and symptom and that's it. But, all it takes is that one job that hits you hard. Then everything else you have also seen over the years then piles onto you. It might even be a small insignificant case that brings your mental health crashing down.

That small but steady chip away at your psychological health eventually take effect. I've been lucky so far, but I know one day something will happen, but until then i'll keep debriefing with my peers, family and get help when I start noticing the signs and symptoms of PTSD.

Keep safe out there!