Sorry about your wife. However, I must acknowledge that your mention of those 3 loving decades (almost four) seems very beautiful and inspiring to me; because people don't love like that anymore.
Your pictures are beautiful. I'm imagining now that you live in a paradise. Do you have a big garden?
I am taking now a Masterclass of gardening. I'd love to have someday my own garden, next to a humble adobe house.
RE: Enjoy Some Pink Flower Photography/Disfruta de la fotografía de flores rosadas