The sun shined bright and yellow. There had been a revelation within the rays that bounced within my eyes. I kept seeing the light, the one that inspires. I feel like there is a bird within me, one that seeks freedom as it soars through the morning sky. But the bird was also tied to its hungry demands, living paycheck to paycheck in the form of worms.
I stood out in the crowd. My head was heavy and so wear my feet. It has already become a tough day, and it is just afternoon. I reflected on the teachings revealed from the sun, there was an emotional burst of power. I kept steadfast and hungry, the search for satiety kept on. I was not going to let myself down, I was going to complete the day fruitfully and look forward to the next.
It bothers me how much my own mind weighs on me. I train hard every day to grow more and more buff. The more weight I can carry after training for weeks feels irrelevant. My growing muscles are still no match for the emotional weight I carry in my crown. The sun keeps me going, almost like a plant that soaks energy from it. I have a strong feeling I will beat the odds, and conquer my own self.
There is still so much to be done. The projects are still incomplete- personal and from work. It is amusing how a demanding role in a professional setting with an expectation and results feel like child's play compared to the project I have set for myself, pertaining to my own mind. It is almost as if the biggest challenges are those not without ourselves, but within.
I fed the rest of my dinner to the cat on the street in front of my house. It seemed to meow at the sun and then dig in. I took it as a sign to keep going, there will be light at the end of the tunnel. There actually is. The juxtaposition is excellent. The more tired my mind is, the better is performs. Almost like a ticking bomb. Maybe it is the excellence of the creation. Incredible, in short.
As it gets close to the peak of fatigue, it keeps bursting out impulses of genius. As if letting myself do the most before it shuts down. A last primal scream of a tenacious warrior. Now I am stronger, like Ragnarok. I am tenacious, unstoppable, charged up, and astonishingly creative. I am pushing out, at a record rate, positive results. I am doing uncommonly well. The sun has set as if letting me brighten up the room.
The Ragnarok mode will end soon, I will make the best of it. You need to find your own Ragnarok, and let it indulge you in the excellence of what you can be.
