One would have not needed to rely on quantum probability calculations to know that I had no intention of leaving my cell of an apartment for about a week or two until I was absolutely forced to do so.. but lo and behold I came across an article - https://hive.blog/randonaut/@nickhintonn/randonauts-and-dimensional-travel (Do read it if you haven't yet before you continue as it will help a great deal to better understand what am I even rambling on about.)
And I was intrigued.
Thank you for opening up a whole new world of possibilities. Even as someone who's really interested in parallel realities, synchronicities, and timeline jumping, I had no idea this existed.. as a thing, as a science, as a.. movement.. even.
No, I'm no stranger to the weirdest of synchronicities and the most unlikely of probabilities as well as the sense that the reality is breaking the fourth wall to literally guide you and talk to you. For me, that is a rather normal every day, but to see that there's an app that allows people to deliberately experience that,.. well, THAT is something entirely new to my reality. And I'm entirely grateful that that is a thing, and is recognized as a phenomenon.
Now, mind you, I'm completely fresh to the whole lingo of Attractors, Voids, and Anomalies, or what to make of the app to be fair. For a first time user, it does seem like it's missing a bit of an explanation, but the hell with it, one rolls with whatever comes up, I guess.
As I read the article yesterday evening, I'm going to be fair, even for someone that considers oneself rather open-minded, I read the beginning of it as a cute, mind-expanding fiction, only, later on, did it occur to me that this was an actual thing, an actual phenomenon, an actual app.
So already at that point, I felt my brain shifting to the twilight zone mode, you know, that feeling when you know your paradigm has already shifted - when your tiny little world view gets ripped open and you have to deal with the consequences of that. What do you do? The red or the blue pill - the choice is always yours.
I knew there was no way I was NOT going to try it out, but some sense of precaution, preparation, a delay was quite prevalent. A procrastinators' - someday, when I feel like it. If you will. Little did I know that that someday will turn out to be today.
How do you prepare? What do you take with you when heading out to the far-out improbabilities of your timeline? I packed a passport and a spare phone (in case of any actual issues.. you'll soon understand why), three hard candies (this wasn't a conscious trail of though, I wasn't expecting any drop in the blood sugar, rather something that came from a gut instinct combined with my rather weird but ever-present survival mindset whenever packing any kind of bag.. it's a long story and probably asks for a post of its own, really), a disinfectant (it is still officially "crysis" time after all) a pack of tissues and a litter bag.
I did not have much of an intention that I set out, I was rather willing to just explore, the only thing I did focus on was this.. old thing.. it's not even an affirmation or anything it's just a random-weird-Josie-thing from way back, and it's more of an expression of a feeling than anything. It goes like:
Green, green, green, all around me green.
Love, love, love, all around me love.
So I'm setting out, with a good audio-book in my earphones, a brisk, excited step, taking in everything and all that might come up along the way. The Attraction point was quite far from my place, I tried to minimize the radius as much as possible, but I only got Pseudo pints, which I don't know anything about, but they don't sound like the real deal, so I ended up having to compromise on the distance a bit.
So off I go, happy to combine a possibility of taking out the trash (which would have become problematic had I indeed stayed at my cell for two more weeks), getting my 10k steps in without having to pace back and forth in my tiny flat like a caged zoo animal and doing the work in the form of a walking meditation with the intention to soothe any kind of uneasiness, stress, and fear, should I come up against any.
I was quite pleasantly surprised to find people calm, relaxed, and just enjoying the beautiful weather of a lovely Saturday. A stark contrast to what you might expect should you blindly believe mainstream media narratives.
And surely enough I was soaking in all the magnificent greens that I could perceive. The only difficult patch I found was crossing the bridge, as it's noisy, hectic, anxious even, with a lot of air pollution. Other than that my journey was close to blissful.
As I approached the point it was on a patch of grass just by a highway. And I'm aware that the randomness is the name of the game and just going up to a highway in the middle of the nowhere would indeed be the most random thing to do, and it's not like I'd never step on the grass, it's just that in the city.. you have more respect for the grass.. yes, fine, sure, chalk it up to despair meme, I get it, but I was not going to step on the grass. And as I was about to navigate myself as close as possible to the point without stepping on the grass.. - predictably - my phone battery died.
No, that was no surprise, it does that lately too often, I should really, change the battery, but that was that for me, so I headed back home.
So I'm quite happy, not a complete waste of my time, a nice walk and all, I get eventually back home, the first thing I notice, as I'm apparently still focused on the greens is that my potted basil is struggling and sure enough, the soil is as dry as a desert. I water it. Put my phone on a charger, check the app again and now the same point is glowing in the radius of the whole city.. I guess it was really about just getting me out of my cell.
By mere curiosity I check a location of another possible Attraction point, and as it is just across the park/old cemetery near me, I feel like, pfff, piece of cake! I change shoes to more comfortable ones and head back out.
Even though this is closer and thus seam easier, this one also felt more.. real, more change..producing. As the previous point was so far out of my regular circles, it was no surprise that it was something completely new.. but this one.. this one was different.
As it was so close to home, and I know I've walked past that street quite a few times, but as it was just outside of the "walking area" of the old cemetery/park, it always.. not even felt like off-limits, but.. how to explain it.. out of my interest zone. I'd zigzag the park back and forth so many times before, constraining myself to just the bounds of its territory.
So as I approached the street the feeling indeed is such as if the reality is getting rendered before your eyes from scratch as you explore it. The sides of the street were filled with blossoming lilacs. The street was serene and felt quite cute, and I know it is obvious, but the surprise of the realization that I had indeed never been here still hit me.
The point brought me to a house with number 16 on it. If there's a significance to that I'm sure I'll find out soon enough. I scanned the area, didn't find much to interact with, only a plastic lid that I threw in the trash, but this time, instead of turning back the way I came, I was pulled to go further down the street, then turn a corner to a new street I've never seen before.Just as I turned the corner a lady came my way and as soon as she saw me, I got - the heck are you doing here, stranger! - vibe from her and she immediately turned to go in a different direction. Mind you, this was the first and only "negativity" that I picked up from any of the people I came across the whole day, so that was - a-ha.. I am not expected here - moment.
As I went back to my place I was tracing some of the same paths in the park as earlier coming back from the first point and this time I noticed chalk drawing on the pavement that hadn't been there before. Sure one would say I might have missed it the first time around and sure, that's logical, but I know I was quite mindful about observing the chalk drawings already the first time around as I was looking for any possible signs and there were flowers and some writings.
This time though, besides the flowers and writings there was also a drawing of a policeman with a baton, holding up a hand as a sign - Stop, do not go there!
This cracked me up and as the symbolism of a cartoon authority figure that was "trying to control me" really dawned upon me, I went back to it wanting to take a picture of it. But, surely enough, as I was taking the picture, the battery of my phone died again, making me chuckle even more.
Returning back to my cell of an apartment the first thing I noticed that the basil was back in full strength and I had only been away for about 45 minutes or so. Maybe that's normal for basil, what do I know, I'm just reporting the stuff I notice.
That's that, for now, if I notice any delayed weirdness going on, or get a sudden revelation of the significance of 16, I'll keep you posted.
If anyone else of you out there have tried or plan on trying randonouting, do share your experiences.. to the best of your possibilities, as I understand some of the more personal stuff is nearly impossible to explain as one would have literally had to have lived your life and have your way of thinking in order to get the significance of an event, but I'm more than interested in hearing your stories.
edit: some spelling