The year of 2017 has been a realization year for me. I feel like I've done a lot of adulting so far and it's only the beginning.
This year I realized who my real friends are and who the fakes are in my life. I've cut a lot of people in my life and honestly I'm so fucken glad I did. I've met some new people that stuck around me and so far they've made such an impact my life.
This school semester I've changed my major from biology to business and I feel at eaze with it. When I was taking chemistry I felt lost and I had felt I lost control of what I was doing. Now I'm doing what I actually want. At first, I wanted to be a doctor for my parents and because they wanted me to, but after realizing it wasn't for me I changed. And so far it's the best feeling yet because now I am in control.
Today, I got my first car. I should be happy with it, but I'm not. Yes, at the end of the day I am with it because a car is a car; however I didn't even need a car. To make it short, I got into an accident and it was so unnecessary. The whole situation itself was unnecessary, but it is what it is. I know it impacted me a lot and my parents mostly.
There are some ups and downs, but the downs that I have in life I need to deal with it, learn from it, and move on. NO MORE Ls ALL Ws!!!