BE THIER VOICE ✊🏾
still wakeup most night in fear,
Not becoz I was built,
to be scared of the dark
But becoz I still feel my abuser is the one behind the SHADOW....
I still find it hard to scrub his scents off my skin,not becoz I'm too lazy to
But becoz I still hear his voice in my head,threatening me not speak of the UNHEARD......
I still fear little genuine friendship,
Becoz even in the safest bed I still feel UNPROTECTED ......
I still feel his foot steps approaching me,
As I try to undress myself,
Becoz every time I do, I still have this vivid FLASHBACKS....
I still remember my heart beating fast as he forcefully lay me down on the floor, against my wish ,but he held me by the throat even as I try to struggle to gasp for air,he kept on squeezing my wrist but I was just too weak to fight back because I was POWERLESS.......
Will my mommy ever believed that,those she entrusted me with had DEFILED me?
Will my daddy ever move past the pain of the UNHEARD?
will the said society ever be the Voice to the little girl who was VOICELESS?
But if not so
I will still be waiting patiently for the day my abuser will acknowledge their ABUSE.........
90% of the time rape is done by someone you know,not some creepy dude from the alleys..put an end to it