THATS EXACTLY WHAT I'VE BEEN THINKING! Like, maybe we're all different neurons among one big brain inside someone/thing extraordinary. And maybe when that woman said "you are nothing but a feeling"... She meant that each person represents a feeling/sensation/emotion among one being. Maybe our feelings are really just microfeelings making up just one simplified feeling. But what feeling am I? Or you? And if we are only micro organisms within one being, what is the galaxy?

Or was I just high as fuck basing everything on a long shot?

Have you watched the netflix series Black Mirror? Alot of it is based on simulation theories haha its really neat. I couldn't agree more those who do not question who we are or where we came from are dull and slow in my opinion. There are so many theories it's so overwhelming... I tried to go back to that vortex for months and never could. I kept a coloring book I'd write my thoughts down in crayon while I huffed nitris and whippits. Everytime I reached an answer, or thought I did... It was "Confusion" .... Maybe that was just the drugs. LOL I've found taking psychedelics really opens the mind to exploring new ideas, thinking outside of the box, having real spiritual experiences. Mushrooms teach you that you are one with the earth while Acid shows you are one with people... It gives you a sort of spiritual, "There's gotta be more than this" feeling.

I'm not sure if you experiment with drugs. I've always seen them as keys to other demensions, keys to the brain. There's something fascinating about the way our minds can be one way and then 20 minutes after injesting something a switch is flipped and everything's altered. That switch, it's the neatest thing to me, and the doors to the brain they open allow for more self learning than most give credit for. If you use them right they can be very therapeutic.