It’s easier to judge, especially yourself. But let’s think all this stuff over in 2 minutes.
Why do we think of ourselves as lazy when we don’t get shit done? - Simply because it really can be shit.
What if I tell you you can’t be lazy just because you spend loads of time and energy thinking over and disturbing yourself with this nothingness? Often it gets more energy over these thoughts than of actual work.
And why does it happen? If the work you do doesn’t corresponds to your true inner motives (soul / personal inner world), you won’t do it with pleasure. Your inner self will prohibit doing it.
For example, you’re a skillful and respectable PR-manager working in one of the cigarette companies. Your job is responsible and it profits you with a high salary or some position.
BUT! You can’t approach a new project forcing yourself to do it. You might call yourself a lazy-bag instead of revealing the reason inside because it is in your subconscious which you try to push.
You mustn’t do what you don’t like. Ever.
Maybe this world doesn’t have jobs you like to do. Then you can create new ones, find people with thoughts alike be free.
Your energy and every gesture makes sense because you go on doing what you think first.You can’t lie to yourself making out games or other things. The most significant part in your work is understanding why you do it. You MUST fully and completely realize WHY you do it. Without this understanding you can’t do ANYTHING.
Be honest and compassionate to yourself and listen yourself through.
What if your work could be a game? What if your world could be a captivating game to make yourself free? I encourage you to listen to Alan Watts speeches. And that is not an add, my next post will be about this person.