"Some Days U just Feel Like A Dark Black Hole.
Some days you feel like The Exploding Star."
-Miracle
Yellow.
Blue.
Black.
Then Red.
Some days are overwhelming.
You keep asking why oh why oh why??
One thought pattern predominates and then before you know it..
The Domino Effect takes place..
The Rapid Alternation of Super Highs followed by Super Lows sometimes is so very rapid,it confuses the freaking daylight out of u.
If only you could jump out of your own skin,you would.
U feel like breaking away, running to a place so far far far away.
A magical unicorn filled place. With clear blue sky and endless ocean.
Escape.
Temporarily.
Momentarily.
U ride the wave ,start to relate to the moon,the sun ,the crystals and let's not even forget the menstrual cycle.
And then there is this theory of ascension.
Well,for me, i am still learning to fine tune and attain the balance.
I remind myself , the dark days do come ,but they don't come to stay.
There are nothing but vivid reminders that brighter days are coming.
Emote, Cry, Bleed, Drain.
Eat.
This works for me.
A close friend who is facing the similar scenario said "I'll just stand by and watch the implosion and explosion ."
Start getting comfortable about being uncomfortable.
Just Do what you need to do.
Just Feel what you need to feel.
Face it.
Sit in stillness for a bit.
And just like that,as if the Angels are listening to you fervently , one by one starts to connect.
Ting..ting..Ting..
Timely.
Bringing you the exact message you have been waiting to hear.
Words that gives u courage and power and make u feel all the love u can ever feel.
Miracles do Happen.
Thoughts Become Things.
Be Mindful Of Those Thoughts That Drain You.
U don't have to address everything Overnight and Now.
One day at a Time.
The Journey Is A Long One.
So The Next Day, after the bright lunatic moon has passed ..
U Wake Up and U Wear Your Brightest Red Lipstick.
Why?
Cause You Survived.
U smile and Remind Yourself and The World that You are a Blessing ,Miracle and Magic.
All of that And A Plate of Nasi Lemak wearing a Bright Red Lipstick.
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