To follow from that story we were back together and everything is fine. Except she is out of town again. This time I messed up again and I realize all of these problems stem from me not fully trusting her. She has done nothing for me to believe that I shouldn't and she deserves that from me. Guys trust me just trust your significant others. Don't make the same mistake I made. But then again I'm so in love with her and she's so in love with me. What's good is that she will always forgive me and I do not deserve that but I'm so happy she does. She is the person I will marry and I would do anything for her!
-cc