Pls hide my name
,it took me time to say this cos I find it hard to speak my mind. since my childhood I have been sexually abused by someone we call family .I hid so well not to hurt anyone even when I tried to no one is ready to listen then I started online dating just to talk to someone my happiness has always linked to someone I never had self confidence in my self I ran away from home several times .I have been dumped by guys several times,tried suicide so many times which never worked. Tried to be independent but it seems like nothing works for me. I get myself happy through social network,movies and all but its never the same.I don't make friends in real life but have many on social network. I don't even know what will ever make me happy.I really don't want a relationship but I want to get this education cos I have never been first at anything to make it worst the only guy that made me happy dumped me his friends everyone asked me to move on but how can I ever be happy I feel depressed and lonely its really frustrating.
