WHEN

when i was high school student, i was really curious why i was living in earth
and why african people were poor what is the reason. i knew there must be exist god
but i couldn't believe there was god somewhere because of being unfair life

WHAT

i was reading many book relate to religion and philosophy.
so what i realized is everything is act of providence.
if someone is very poor, he was doing bad things in a previous existence.

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