God bless you friend! I have gone through tons to get right with the Lord. Raised by a Pastor, turned my back on God for 16 years, and recently have thrown myself at His feet and given all of my worries up to Him. I no longer feel so lost and depressed. I am happy, not because things have gotten easier, but because I don't have to worry about it anymore. It's all in His hands, for Him to do as He pleases with me. I have had a burden lifted off my shoulders that I couldn't even begin to describe to you. I have been through too much, and there is no way I could make it through without the Lords help. Thank you for this post and for reminding us how weak we are alone, yet how much strength the Lord can show through us. Have a great day my friend! :0)