The difficult thing, in my opinion, is to reconcile a god that controls all things with a god that gives you control, free will. It might not be possible to prove god mathematically, but it was math that led me to recognize there was something I wasn't seeing...even after having seen so much.

What merit is there in telling people that there is a god that answers? Life is very stressful when you think you're on your own.

People are great, they teach us a bunch and help us at times, but they are also full of fear and make a lot of mistakes. But god appears to have a handle on things, even if it doesn't seem like it all the time, and not feeling like we have to figure everything out can give us more room to think more clearly.