which is another thing that keeps sitting on my growing to-do list as brainkillers stop me at every turn. I'm not gandhi, people throw shit at me and spit at me it takes a LOT of effort to not smack em with a brick for dead, even if it's "just kids"
20180630
5:21 am ...
shower ... GODSss IM HUNGRY ... good thing i cooked for four days so i dont have to bother ... and MAN, i could use a beer , lets see, its saturday right
and its clearly 5 o clock
in the morning
but i got up at eleven so its way my afternoon and i did my part time for the day on the road to independence, SO THE STATE WONT HAVE TO PAY ME IF THEY LEAVE ME ALONE LONG ENOUGH THIS TIME
hmz ... two portions of lasagne left for the freezer for that late night (in my case early morning) snackishness ... on to the macaroni && cheese ... DUDE IM ON FIRE TODAY, next thing you know i'll be mowing the lawn
i doubt that ...
need supermarket
definitely need a beer ... a few ... i wonder if "it" is gonna punish me again (since im an addict so every time i do i have to be treated like pavlovs dog, as if that makes me anything but hostile since im not even pavlovs cat)
i have no clue why , im clearly not addicted so i can only assume it originates from "that is how its done" again
ancient nazi vampire bat conditioning, butchers with hacksaws performing psychic surgery
06:10 am ...
actuall this could use a web-bit too ... if just do every hour section online i can auto-format it with php and make a copy pastable, ... no no no, concatenable out of it, its my comfort zone after all, sadly they gave up perl before i git gud at it, perl is such a beautiful language
like linux shell scripting, so .... "concise" , like clint eastwood oneliners
DUDE, it's macaroni & cheese ... same thing for the lasagne, if its more difficult to you than spaghetti ... maybe go for takeout hm ? i know id eat out a lot if i could ... every day probably, no dishes, no nothing, i could get used to that
drink, have a drink, yes soon, no i dont i dont bar here ... actually there's a few who barred me, not for fighting , more like microsoft "for no reasons given" the power of yokelgossip in large numbers ... i dont think ihave ever fought in this place but once when i was 15 ... and then some, i never much except my few "hard years" ... cant do that kind of business without bumping into violence darling, keep the bat behind the couch at all times, make sure they dont come to your door, DEFINITELY NOT WITHOUT MONEY ... so ... thats why even if i got a vote worth a million on ubasti or sakhmet ... id still do as the system is ... because back there, there's no "law" to call , no harassment suits either, you got your word, your name, and your reputation ... it would pain me to give 90% of a million away but it would build my reputation overnight into like adamantium structure (that thing they put in the wolverines bones) and that could get a lot more than 90% of a million you see?
i DONT, and i wont and not here , and im not compatible with this town, on rare occasions ill booze a little with a few people i trust to be around with, even if things get out of hand and it turns into a two day bender, i know they wont fuck me if i fall asleep or something, but thats rare
i really AM a loners since im back here, and i dont want to intrude anyway ... and why would that matter
so like Thorogood, i'll drink alone ... hoping to get a few lines of code in place really, i keep adding to the to-do list and then when i do something about any of it its nothing thats on the to-do list because it just jumped in my head and i jump right on it ... the to-do list is ideas i get when im too braindead to actualize them , if i can strike through a few before high noon too hot noon that would be nice
06:55 am ...
i don't know, precious ... do i look sarge to you ? i always saw myself more like a 5 start intergalactic general, only looking up to the likes of sun-tzu and yang wen li ... well your reach has to extend, right? besides i wouldnt want your labels to fall off
MAN ITS HOT
seven in the morning and im sweating like a pig just from going down the hill and coming backno i havent, YOU RE RIGHT HOLD ON !
glu glu cheers!
NOW i have ...
so many people up and out already, its gonna be one of their favourite days, baking hot ... getting money from the atm getting ready for that day-trip ... i suppose, well i'll be here, i feel less bad ... i always feel less bad when i can throw some around see, my uncle , who died of parkinsons (which is slow and horrible, but thats about what 90% of my family had to endure in one form or another so far ... "growing old" is not something i look forward to, the man barely retired after a life of diligent , hard work ... about like the rest of my uncles lol ... HARD most of them, construction-hard ... they didnt get nothing, not even an "old day" to enjoy ... you see
i wasnt born like this, and THATS part of it but the incessant pushing after i grew tired of authority as a kid, has only made it worse, its at a point now where i would choose thermopylae over giving in , im not half the madman people would make me be, although i preferred the columbo-routine until they took advantage of it ... (inspector columbo ? scruffy ? looks homeless ? always dazy ? )
but well o well ...
holdon .. glu GLUGLUGLUG aaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! superfrosty .... YO HO HO !
i see the little plastic pool outside on the front lawn of the house of mister J. (another J but not like my J ...) like that thing Diams had a song about, right ? seriously missed a career in social work that one ... good with the kids, angelic patience with the ladies ... no fear of thugs and bullies ... caring, open, connecting ... SERIOUSLY missed a career there ... but well ...
here we are, AT KEYBOARD, the only comfort zone in this place for me, except when im walking with cats ...
i need to fix something on the site, the thumbnails and the pictures don't align for some reason ...
i was dreaming on the way back up ... i do that, i jump from here to there, unstuck in time and space , i still don't believe that makes me wynona rider (or is that i -> y ?)
imagine i work out
i bet even the ned would drool on that hahah, deep learning votebots
i'll just try to make them as automated as i can first but it was a VERY interesting daydreamer moment ... not just fully automated but deep-learning and adjusting their own code ... talk about SUPERLAZY development, right ?
Like a trinity of socially oriented a.i.'s bent on re-distribution of wealth ... or something something ... DREAMS
wouldnt that be something ...
well i'll see if i can fix the javascript that makes my picdiary crooked first ... :|
07:29 ...
the psychology of fastclick likes ... pinterest, i catch myself after two minutes of OMG-METAL CATS and "IS THAT TRUMAN ?" keeping on clicking before i know it ... meanwhile the machine is trying to label me, i have picked a few cat people in the last few days, compared to hundreds of other class pictures and my feed is suddenly full of them with only a hint of what i "used to like" ... thats not even a.i.
but it almost had me going
TIMESINK
great site, VERY useful better than google for pic search if you ask me but
DANGEROUS TIMESINK
ALMOST got me
08:14 ...
cat ... Shirogihe-sama ... acting like a kid who cant sleep lol ... mmeeeeh mmmeeehhh, like yanking at mommys skirt lol .... KAWAIIIIIIIII ... well yes Shirogihe .. he earned that name , he has names ... but
cats care not for names
his "birthname" if you had tradition would have been Ganesha ...
the remover of obstacles ...
20180703
oh well ... ive been shovelling and shifting, converting withdrawing moving sliding , but i think im done unless i find something i forgot
this is gonna have to be where it starts
price-wise ... its been more than half a year in the making, lets not forget the first month trolled to death by voracious content nazis and flagg-trolls
making sure i USE, not ab-use my vault-distro accounts
actually i would like to keep
otherwise its too much of a mess ... i will get more vault accounts when i get enough sp, but try to delegate most to the original
it TRULY is a security measure, i dont feel safe with the one(non-recoverable) password thing
its a GOOD thing because , well definite reasons but risking a certain amount of money on ONE password
i cant do that, i wouldnt sleep right
in the mean time they can distribute whatever sbd they get or 50-90% of it while the rest goes to promotion
i cant see any problem with that
thats the mechanics ...
i try to adhere to right now
if i get hacked on one account or lose one password i'll never lose more than 500 steem
makes me feel secure
dont know how much of a statistics guy you are but
considering the chance someone guessses the 8-digit code on my banks digipass is actually better than winning the lottery
and people win the lottery every week
i hope i need not waste more words on that
i still hope to get rich enough to go to one post per week
and that will be on gaming ... YEA I KNOW
but why dont you read the comments ... if you want that i talk to many people
you can vote those as much as you like
but if i do my thing it will be distributed gaming (LONG WAY FROM THAT, you need a bit more than a few transactions per second )
well i KNOW that will grow to an internal curation trail the size of the amazon river .... or at whale level the size of the milky way probably
but if you want your chain to be valid for financial transactions that shouldnt be a problem
yes well ... that 1.5 bitcoin i lost on mtGox ... was worth about 400 back then but would have gotten me an instant sustainability on steemit right now
i TRY to learn
from other peoples backstabbery ... ya ya ya ya, if its got lousy service i try not to stick around long, i dont waste time on people i dont get along with
its a WASTE OF TIME, literally and time
is endless but not in supply
i'm still hoping my quality label is a rock, alleycat-approved, but you cant do that until after, and you cant find shit if you dont risk but know this
when it comes to money and women ?
i dont trust ANY guy
20180704
when it comes to flanders , i dont trust anyONE, and they prove me right every time ... give me the strength to not flip until i can get out of here with my cat, or all of this is for nothing. I know one thing for sure, with all the bullshit
whatever comes, no one here is ever getting anything , i think i can promise at least that much.
I have no love stories to spare, and there won't be any new ones here
i hate this fucking place , i cant work like this.
backstabbing cowards one and all ... maybe i'll get them all a supply of pampers the day before i leave. fucking flemish yokels. Expect no positivity from the swamp at the edge of the black hole
where old people and ideas come to die.
sadly i havent done much last week but made great effort not to lose my cool
please keep in mind, nonkel polis van drukkerland, when one of these inbreed coward anonymously calls that im just as much as *looking at a car* it takes about five minutes for you to be there with two vans to stop me in the middle of the street and make a display. They smile in my face, backstabbing yokels ... and you're completely useless for anything but "presence", clearly.the only thing you both have combined it seems is your good at harassing me
fuck this shithole , the sooner i get enough money, the faster i'm out, and dont be afraid i wont advertise this place.
and NO, i am NOT getting that job and i am NOT going back to school
fuck you, fuck miejer, fuckflanders, fuck belgium ... and fuck these inbreed cowards, one and all
remember ?
we HAVE to come if someone calls you're full of shit, like this whole shithole, how many have called now ?
not me, cos i dont believe you retards are actually WILLING unless its easy moneyactually i think its a combo of "let it slide until they beg to give us more power" combined with if "he" or "he" flips we're rid of it AND we can get back to that or that opinionated bastard who keeps talking ... that's REALLY what i think this is
yea yea ... and acting all nothing happened ... i wonder if i threw a paintball or goo on someones car in hickville , no one would even HAVE to call, would they ?
this place is the ultimate in bull-fucking-shit , inbreed hippiecrite yokels, backstabbing cowards , and useless harassing cops, i have never lived anywhere quite like here, and im fucking born in this hellhole .. it's amazing but
i cant let it get in the way ... not now
and the winner is :
NOTHING is sacred, YOU have the right to question
everything
people who are receiving daily votes thanks to yours truly
shares will be given from different accounts now as i try to balance it between my vault-alts ... who double as distros or they would just be sitting there ofcourse, but always taken from 
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not sure if all those are still correct, i'll check it some time, but im sure you can find their feed if need be ... the rules ? blablabla, first of all i give away what i give away so i dont think there's anything to debate but first goes random from the top voters at the moment of 10X, if all top voters have had one within one month then it goes random from then 1000+ followers, MIND YOU : ONLY NON STALE ACCOUNTS, NON BOT ACCOUNTS AND NO ACCOUNTS THAT ONLY RE-STEEM or it would be a waste, so yea, there's two people who have two, they happen to be top-voters on my account, why would that be unfair ? and even if it is ... you're free to refuse a share if you get one, i dont get paid to diplomat
i have a small idea on how to give to people who already received a share if they come up but i have to test that first
(image from https://www.innovationtoronto.com/ )
i will ofcourse check the account before i send, if it's a 'stale' account then putting sbi bots on it to vote is 100% pointless
i think we can all agree on that ?
there we are, see you at 310 (im not sure i'm keepin track here i send the sbi way before because i keep the messages for content, open book, hyperthread, THINK MORE, work less unless its for yourself, symbiosis is the key to nature)
i know its caligula, dude, but how does that rhyme with cat?
thanks for your patience
and kind consideration
owh .. by the way ->
i do not ask for anything in return nor will i refuse anything that doesn't come with strings attached, if anyone for any reason doesn't want their share , they can always give it back, it's all in the faq, since this is the internet i assume you know what that is, and where to find it
it's easy to be magnanimous and enlightened when you're pockets are ALREADY FAT
last but not least :
/n/n07/04/2018 01:47:47 am/n/nwell genesis mining ... i can't complain about the service or customer service but ROI has been nothing but crud so far ... and i dont think they sell contracts for less then what i get in two years anymore either, no wonder he can afford to troll buffett
edit : but well they gave me 3 months extra for free because of a switch in algorithms ...
/n/n07/04/2018 01:45:28 am/n/nfrom "the" blockchain ? OMG (paywall sorry) basically this means suddenly ALL homeless will flock to "the" blockchain to get registered/n/nhttps://www.wsj.com/articles/homeless-people-may-get-help-from-blockchain-1530064980
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/n/n07/04/2018 01:42:11 am/n/nevil counterweight for microshyte ... fight fire with fire/n/nhttps://www.zdnet.com/article/google-doubles-down-on-linux-and-open-source/
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/n/n07/04/2018 01:37:32 am/n/ni d'ont think TFA needs elaborating on.
q.e.d. .../n/nhttps://www.zdnet.com/article/supercomputers-all-linux-all-the-time/
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