20180623 ... 14:12
i had a whole lot of text from the past days but i think maybe there's enough of my personal half-life to get the picture ... i'm here for independence, fun is a bonus , socializing kinda stopped when they interrupted my social studies and stuck me here again ... never go against a rapist son of a cop, even if that cop's retired
one way or another i'm gonna have to do this here, unable to "do as others" even "for the sake of" i'll just have to do it, plain and simple, if need be eat grass and leaves everyday until my vote can sustain myself and THEN
i can DO something and check out other people ... (well, the crud i had put down was a lot worse, trust me)
so today :
its been quite a while since i booted that one ... all-time ichiban survival game, vast maps, solo play ... super escapism ... GREAT GRAPHICS ... a bit sad they didnt keep the compo's up, was a lot more fun to watch than DOTA ... i see all the engrams and levelpoints got reset .. o well saves me the trouble of gathering ingredients for a brew .. id actually like to rent my own server so i can invite people over to my virtual world there ... i dont trust goggle sitting a few millimetres from my eyeballs bombarding my face with whatever radiation comes off of it
that annoying noise is my joypad disconnecting all the time ... i would repair the cable but these things are ofcourse made so if you slice it up you can't connect it just like oldskool copperwires ... THAT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL, SHIT YOU CANT REPAIR SHOULD BE ILLEGAL, but i guess 'piracy' is more important than environment
pretty annoying huh ? try playing dark souls like that, it will show you i have angelic patience actually
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for some reason i must have had the cable in the right angle, lucky me, bed of chaos, only took about 15 tries hahaaaa
so that's today, i'm totally hollow irl ... feel like nothing, do nothing, zero life no motivation , and once more : there will be no love until i'm out of here, if i'm stuck here for the rest of my days i will die unhappy and alone
that's it for today, dear diary
yea , watch at 1080p ... if i can't afford a new joypad i can't afford 4K gaming can i
15:53
omg wait a minute ... there's people offering money to get witness votes ... where did we hear that one before ? its TEMPTING THOUGH ... but i'll refrain for now, it's a bit unsavoury, but when the need arises i guess practicality comes first ... anything to make it faster that's not based on rolling over doing monkey dance for cookies ... i wonder what the big boys would have to say on that :)
well ... i dont mess in politics, like i said, i dont wanna be a witness here, even if i get a complete linux distro based for steem off the ground, i still wouldnt, but i DO want my own ... doesn't need to compete (well i'm not a competitive psychopath, i believe more in symbiosis than in total destruction of anything that doesn't attack me or eats the food i need ...) i have a feeling there's gonna be reaction to this . . .
20180624 10:20am
out of coffee but i found a stash of "organic tea" ... didnt know there was something like non-organic tea ?
plastic tea or something ..
to which there is already a reaction here btw :: https://steemit.com/rudyardcatling/@kiwibot/re-rudyardcatling-deardiary-the-winner-is-and-wrecking-futures-by-the-milles-20180624t091719479z
i like the royal plural people in teamplayerland use and i often get misunderstood because i actually speak sarcasm, not english, its what life made me
i see the sbd price is down 10% AGAIN ... someone really has no mercy for the plankton, doesnt matter, even if it goes down to 1 dollarcent its the only option left ...
so that means another sunday sitting on my ass doing nothing then i guess, just like it has been since i got stuck here. Hell is all about repetition, i dont function on dopamine, i'm a loner, i don't roll over cookies for handshakes in suits, it will never work like that for me ... i dont give a shit how or what but it IS the only option, im not trying to lure compassion out of "the markets" and i dont think one whale is dumping it just to get me back in line and masjen at lorraine met de nacht als een echte moun , but it is DAMN inconvenient for 10s of thousands of people who could have had a lot to spend in your consumerism, but now they don't :) so whoever's doing it, blame them, im gonna fuck off here and wait for the next time to vote or post, its not worth much more than that atm
and now for the !!!
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find #steembasicincome at
, they will reply on the feed but better on the discord
not sure if all those are still correct, i'll check it some time, but im sure you can find their feed if need be ... the rules ? blablabla, first of all i give away what i give away so i dont think there's anything to debate but first goes random from the top voters at the moment of 10X, if all top voters have had one within one month then it goes random from then 1000+ followers, MIND YOU : ONLY NON STALE ACCOUNTS, NON BOT ACCOUNTS AND NO ACCOUNTS THAT ONLY RE-STEEM or it would be a waste, so yea, there's two people who have two, they happen to be top-voters on my account, why would that be unfair ? and even if it is ... you're free to refuse a share if you get one, i dont get paid to diplomat
i have a small idea on how to give to people who already received a share if they come up but i have to test that first
(image from https://www.innovationtoronto.com/ )
i will ofcourse check the account before i send, if it's a 'stale' account then putting sbi bots on it to vote is 100% pointless
i think we can all agree on that ?
there we are, see you at 270 (im not sure i'm keepin track here i send the sbi way before because i keep the messages for content, open book, hyperthread, THINK MORE, work less unless its for yourself, symbiosis is the key to nature)
i know its caligula, dude, but how does that rhyme with cat?
thanks for your patience
and kind consideration
owh .. by the way ->
i do not ask for anything in return nor will i refuse anything that doesn't come with strings attached, if anyone for any reason doesn't want their share , they can always give it back, it's all in the faq, since this is the internet i assume you know what that is, and where to find it
it's easy to be magnanimous and enlightened when you're pockets are ALREADY FAT
me : https://steemit.com/introduction/@rudyardcatling/signature-post-20180501
last but not least :
where my heart and soul have been calling me for years. Where i would have been for years without #fuckflanders interference.
Where i will be but how am i supposed to get there with my last remaining cat. I'll die cursing humans for what they did to my life ..
All that space and only need to see humans when you want to ? I was sold immediately
https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/flaming-cliffs
something i have read and said over and over again, it took them long enough to draw the conclusion
old bs ... the "experiment" in finland had nothing to do with universal basic income, it was WELLFARE, they were giving more money to unemployed people, universal basic income is where EVERYONE gets a basic income they can do with what they want, that is why as opposed to doubling the wellfare money, this will not remove the incentive to work, but it will in general have a number of people choose to work less hours, so they can have more life, effectively opening up space in the 'workspace' for others to do some extra hours to get some extra money, it's a levelling system (flatlining, equalling, distributing) it is NOT wellfare, everytime i see an experiment called UBI and its actually wellfare since only the poor people get lifted above i feel like someone is trying to sabotage the very concept back to the 1960s when there WAS enough jobs for everyone, ubi is not an option, the way the world the world is going its the only option other than outward (space) colonization and resource gathering
the decision was basically made the day the estonian dictatorship proposed it ... just like with the piracy report any arguments to the contrary , even if they came from the internet god itself are swept under the rug ... the votes are cast during world cup footy and by the time anyone wakes up it's "law" ... the actual extent is that every single country can decide, basically paving the way for geo-localized and blocked internet, which won't work, and with great frustration lead to cops scoring massive results statistically while they round up all the copyrrists
because they see the money in it already : retro-engineering lawsuits on startups that grow into the billions for having some snippet of code that happens to be close to one of their patents ofcourse, its not even about the use, it's about pro-active future harassment ... CLEARLY blockchain / opensource should be illegal to patent (but i dont think those people are actually able to think like that, they're used to stealing ideas then making sure if anyone uses them they get sued, corporate white collar super-piracy ... make-believe since Edison)
http://fortune.com/2018/06/20/bank-of-america-blockchain-patent-why/
Well, in Soviet Europe internet filters will ban piracy and everything the local government doesn't find appropriate ... TFA says literally "generally" ... so "generally" speaking they need one, which is , as far as i know a most vague piece of legalism ... what's "generally" ?
and then Microsoft bought it ... and promised not to interfere, three months later the EULA changed and half the accounts were closed without warning
https://medium.com/@flixxo/tron-bittorrent-and-flixxo-eb06d2ff73c7
okay Lollllllllllllllllll
https://hackernoon.com/15-jokes-only-programmers-will-get-b42873eba509
me : https://steemit.com/introduction/@rudyardcatling/signature-post-20180501
if there is any questions regarding the accounts : 
from next on the post will be rendered from appended sections so i dont have to re-do the recurring bits every time, gives me more time to sit on my ass or if its worth the time to do something productive for this thing