passed the mark :p
despite obese fish, content nazis, pc-principal and the californian dyke squad who can't read behind the rules and out of thousands maybe less than ten people keeping my rep down every month at the end , it seems like most people are more interested in building , growing and letting everyone do their thing instead of acting like they own the place
, yea #fuckwhales ...
much appreciated ... given my mental state atm i dont think there will be much writing , i dont really function well on one single step of maslow ...
and im not really sure these new pills will help much if they're supposed to normalize me and get my brain in rows and cells ...
its never worked like that ... i think at best i will be very much more active in disliking this place, kryptonite swamp where old people come to die, stuck in a cage with bars made of no money because if you wear a uniform you are allowed more than someone else
not very patriottic ? no, certainly not, 10 years of nationalist militaristic youth movement will do that to a shy a+ grade kid ... the brain don't fit in rigid structures
so by all norms i'm chaotic ...normalized therefor i think i can't exist .. but that wont make much difference since i cant exist in this place anyway, at best i can be a front thats able to survive here.
I'm already SO active, even after four days, quit the sleeping (its not really sleeping, trazolan) on doctors orders so i barely slept for two days, ... SO active i nearly jumped outside when i heard screeching brakes and a horn honking at 9:30 pm (which is usually when im sleeping) almost ready to drag the guy out of the car for endangering my cat
smacking his head a few times between the car door ...
the neighbours watching me like i'm some alien DUDE I DIDNT CHOOSE TO LIVE HERE, THERE WAS NO OTHER CHOICE and dont make me start on how my ID was here a month before me
fucking police state
BUT ANYWAY
(no ofcourse i didnt fucking hit the guy, i got control, DUDE, if i didnt i would have shot someone (at least one) a LONG time ago, and i certainly would have gotten into mucho fights in hickville by now ... the guy was delivering kebab and this place is a gps-maze ... BUT STILL, IF YOURE IN MY STREET, TONE DOWN THE SPEED, MY CAT IS SQUISHY, consider it something like your kid when you see a speeding truck or van, thats how it feels unless you're some pre-war ironjaw dogfaced inbreed retard)
thanks !!! 250 and counting, thats great, allow me to re-steem a lot if i cant produce anything worth writing and first
vote up who upvoted me, its a quid pro quo world anyway