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#VIRGINITY
I am fifteen, and I am no more a kid!
Care-free clothes, brother’s dresses no-more I can wear!
Changes in frame, didn’t change my willing soul though!
Care not about ‘Soul’, for I am fifteen and no-more a kid.
It bleeds every month and I thought I am cursed.
It skipped a month and I believed I am pregnant!
What will I tell? Answers they need! Oh, I betrayed!
Betrayed my family for I believed I became pregnant!
I am eighteen, I have grown; or I believed so.
I did pursue, pursue a lot than those around.
I did strive, and strive hard with ambitions!
Friends I had, and gender was not a criteria.
I talked to him, and I traveled with him.
I laughed with him, and I cared for him.
Mom gave an eye! Neighbor gave a talk!
Disgrace I am, oh am I not a virgin anymore?
I am twenty two and I believed I am in love.
He was there, the one who made me laugh.
He was there, the one who said, ‘will stand by’
I cared-less for my world was ‘him’.
He kissed my hand, and it felt so special.
He had kissed, and I believed I lost my virginity!
I never knew it will end; I never knew he will walk off!
For he has kissed , and I believed, I lost my virginity!
I am twenty five, and have learnt my lessons.
Career I chose, and those around fail to understand!
Then he came, the one for life, the one who showed ‘love’
‘Love’ is ‘Life’, and he did prove it.
‘Love and romance’ though only was hidden and treasured!
We did kiss, and we did lay around cuddled forever!
Crime it is! For we were in love, but the world around made us criminals!
Oh, I forgot, this time I should have lost ‘it’, for I cuddled, and I did cuddle long!
I am twenty eight; rebel is suppressed and no-more alive!
Suppressed and fought; fought and lost
Rebel is dead and ‘their slave’ will live and perish!
‘‘Love and life’, never will exist together, they told me so!
Family and prestige, caste and religion - all that matters, they told me so!
What I pursued and achieved – mattered not!
Whether I loved and wanted to be in that love - mattered not!
It mattered and I did hold ‘it’ – ‘my virginity- for that man who will never care!