This is such a hard one for me. I don't know what gift God has given me. I am surrounded in such darkness that I can't find what my direction is. I know I need to put my trust in God but not exactly sure how to do that. I've been dealing with my illness on my own for so long that I don't know how to turn the trust over and not take it back. It is a work in progress and one day I hope it'll click and I have an aha! Moment