So who know i started school all over and is it coincidence. I started out in mass communication and I was good there but life happened and now I find myself doing school all over and this time it is nursing. The Philippines is pretty popularly known for nursing even worldwide or should I see the course nursing is popular in the Philippines. I am in first year, that is I just started and this happened all so quickly. I didn't know where money will come from or if I will pass the entrance exam or if I will find a school cheap enough that I can afford and not like I can afford any level of fees but it has happened and it is happening. From nothing, I have done the entrance exam, passed, paid first tuition and I am in my white uniform almost each day in the week and alas, I have started my first exams. To be truthful, it is rigorous but carries some excitement too. Professors appear like they just want to see our faces and even on days when we think we are free, we are always almost always called to visit school for some activity or something. To add to this is the excitement of the first year students who want to be part of everything. I get excited too but not as quite as I have done all this school before and though this is a new course, I am way older now and can manage to shield some of the excitement.
I don't know what the future holds in nursing. Months ago, I was in the hospital for days and in an open room with other patients and it was a teaching hospital and all the nurses came around who were students to look to practice something on people.
I wonder if this is where my mind started to make up about this path or perhaps, that added to the making up. I don't know very much if this is my calling either. I have witness a close one die and strangers die in the hospital in hands of several nurses and doctors and I don't know how they felt or feel or deal with their feelings but until that bridge will I bother much because if I am to bother now, perhaps, I will stain my white uniform and dump it in ashes.
For now, it is excitement and activity and assignments and exams and this is forming my daily life. In my next post, I will fill it with pictures. Pictures of our activities and ofcourse of our excitement. We are even invited into the future somehow as they tell us to join the parties and activities of year two nursing students and one such event called the capping event. Well, until next year will I have my capping but envisioning it now is a form of spark for me or that is how I see it as my life is tough, alone out here in the Philippines and drive needs a spark many times.
I will keep on keep on. Stay tuned for pictures in my next post.