Monologue: Vision & concerns
For the dreamer, it's probably eternal sleep. How are people who spend several months, if not years, in a coma state? They are at the merciless mercy of the vastness of your subconscious. Our mind is a complex information system, I think the most interesting thing to find on our planet. Isn't it astonishing that only with the help of our environment is it possible to form a persona that ultimately considers itself as self? An existence in the present, which is nothing more than a reaction to bundled experiences in our respective pasts. I see each and every experience as a kind of fine-tuning that changes our great complex system, that ultimately has to take biologically responsibility for our entire experience, step by step, and thus makes us, each for himself, a unique part of this world. Because one thing I understood for myself. Often it doesn't matter how similar we are in some things. The differences almost always predominate. So I do not seriously believe in the old phrase - inside we are all the same - because every single one is proof of the opposite. Maybe we were all the same once, that may be true, but that's all we were.
I have spent a long time of my life, over thirty years, wondering what defines and makes a person, a person. Finally, I found an answer to this question. Man is what drives him. He is his passion that fire which burns in him for whatever. So I started looking for a criterion to categorize people. First of all I clung to the keyword Vision. Because visions, that's what you always talk about, visions for the future, visions for your own life. But visions, I had to understand, are blurred wish scenarios of a future that were created with the thinking of the present. In contrast, a person does not exist in the future, but only in the present and past. Decisive for a person are only the moment and the past moments. If the moment were not taken into account, the future would never be shaped. That's how it happened that I was looking for something in the present to nurture my pigeonhole thinking. I don't even know when it was, but one day I realized that it's all about what a person has. A request is omnipresent, takes place in the present and does not need a towering castle in the air to exist. A request can be confirmed in the smallest of things. In this way, a person whose aim is to improve the world can walk through the streets of the city with open eyes and the willingness to help, and he will find ways to meet his request.
Many always talk about big goals they want to achieve and often they don't even know why they wanted to leave this milestone behind. So I came to the conclusion that neither lofty goals nor overpowering visions are helpful to find the essence of a human being. For me it is his concern. Only a real concern gives an honest sense to a hustle and bustle of any kind. So I naturally asked myself the question what my concern is. Some people said it all sounded very cryptic when I told you, but I am convinced that I am an artist. An artist with body and soul, because my aim is to create this world.