Reflection
Sadness and joy are both emotions which are common to everybody, and alot of people are sad in sad times and happy during happy times. But it doesn't have to be so, emotions are controlled by us and not our situations. We can choose to be happy even if our situation is and we can choose sadness even if we ought to be jumping for joy.
You have full right to determine how you feel, so I implore you to choose happiness and have a positive outlook on life regardless of what you are seeing.