Hey my fellow Steemit friends, without wanting to take your valuable time, I want to discuss a bunch of things which I am very concerned about. Me and my best friend, are totally two different beings who still can cooperate about anything at anytime, despite the fact that she hates my playlist as well as I hate hers too. But we respect each other for what we are I believe.
So we went to a party before a couple weeks. It was pretty cool. But, as always, even if I was dressed up and a full face of makeup , still I would feel as the ugliest in the party. There was this crush I had, and he didn't even take time to talk to me even if he was talking to all of my friends there. I was thinking to myself, why none of my crushes never liked me back? Was it because my physical appearance is not enough? I started to hate myself. Every inch of it. Now, I am going through a really hard period. I think soon enough I will diagnose myself with chronic depression. And when I look at my bestie, well, I don't think there is a boy who didn't have a crush on her. I'm not saying that it is so important to be loved by the opposite sex but, It makes you feel as if you lack something. What is worse, it makes me feel ... as if I am being ignored.
I am sad because I know what my heart carries guys. I know what I can offer to the world. Why does my physical appearance stop me?
I would really appreciate every comment or advice you have to give me. Much love to you!