Un-assisted I proposed sisterly,
I proposed figuratively and now
even in the sins of within the father, I
quizitively
stood and praised
finally a darker bread
looking deep inside you, as our eyes
froze and then poltergeist you turned
your head
finally you said no more, and that the
fault or blame were dead…
You see audience,
Bastardly I left the church hymns
that early morning within,
never knew him, and maybe wanted to,
as everything that singed
stood for a touch of soul
At 34 maybe I’M now Daisy or even
an Ashley as ghastly as vastly
hence,
the universe gave and licked and
the raspberries I picked didn’t
reach that early chalice-ly lick
and moreover, when being 7
at the touch of his fatherly heaven,
white collar and black dressin’
I picked, spewed, and regurgitated
asked what was I drinking un-educated
just a try’ said he, whimsical to watch
the young me
I stated it
looked strange floating with myst of now blank
cued ways
(thoughts ebony my mind later estranged) looked like spit,
yet, now we stand heavenly together in the back
next to marie’s track,
with thoughts, of, and the blade of woe
you f&)*%ng troll
Eagerly, later on, with no answer
I ASVAB’d and learned the ways
of gas-masks, never holding last
tight gripped flasks
as after I learned the smell and the rimming
ass, I was 7 might I add, could never imagine
anyone doing that to anyone,
bright as I am from a poorer class
Maybe the priest knew I was in charge
formerly as I too put something in him,
the rope I thought, but then I thought thin
him
it’s personally right now within him,
and the blade I turned grippingly
we both thought
cause the thought of his
liver in the chalice rumored to have kids
within his malice, and not even the meanest
limb of snow was valid as, I learned I wasn’t
the only one he played with
tourniquet and buried
I’ll plant Amanas, you ripped a part of us
now forever in prose