My body is the one who
wants to say it's name
who wants to speak it's feeling without the mind
who wants to connect to another,
borders blurred and conscious minds meld
to feel the way the mind and heart can alter when
worshiping at the alter of anothers flesh, their form
My body, this body, so tense until
the moment I let go
I feel the clench
of the past, of the priest
of the condemned and damned within me
i feel this body electric as i breath the feelings up
and up and up and out
i feel the writhe and rhythm
i feel the peace and pleasure
i feel the deep love and honor
in your hands
my body is the one who said hello
my heart caught up and danced
and my mind was gone in space beyond
the angel flight
you walked like a dragon, like a being of no poles
a middle ground
only found inside a silent stillness
that you lived for so, so long
we met, we played, you cried and i held you
then later
you came
out of your eyeballs
i exploded inside
a new being
a new feeling
my body is the one who let you in
and I don't regret it
i feel it call me
i feel it nurse me
to a deeper way
a loving way
a soulful way
with you,
with worship
you touched me
you loved me
you served me
i bless the way i met you
i bless the day I met you
I bless the pleasure we played in
i bless the pain we flowed with
i bless the distance we've had
though now
my mind is the one who hesitates
who slows it down
who wonders
do our bodies align
does yours fit with mine, still?
my body is the one who started it all
my body is the one who turned to you
my body is my mind is my heart is my soul