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I just came back from London to have a vacation here in the Philippines.
It's been 2 years since I left and I really missed my family a lot especially my love of my life "Diego"

I promised to stay with him after I finished my working contract in London for 3 years.

I only have 1 year more to fulfill that promise to him. And I'm looking forward to it.
We were on our 3rd year anniversary of being in relation and since then I haven't given him my all (you know what I mean).
I stick to my plan to prioritize first my family, be financially stable and to put up some business for our future. After all of these have been done, I promise Diego that we will settle our own to be together and that's the time that I will allow him to do his longtime desire for me. I wanted also to be at that moment and fast forward everything but I must be the one to control the situation in order not to ruin my plans.

although lately when we were together in my apartment, he was begging on me that he wanted it now, he asked me that it would serve as my gift to him to his incoming birthday.

Seeing him in his most desperate look while in my thought that I should not fall for it but all of a sudden he kissed me on my neck and all became as fast as it should. But what should I do when my body lingers and seems to like it. So I let him take over everything....

The time was very fast approaching and it was already a month and I need to go back to London to continue my contract.

It was only 3 days before my flight. I was still emotional in that room. "I need to tell him everything", I said to myself. So I immediately picked up my phone and call Diego.

"I need you here now, I have something very important to tell you", I said to him in a very worried tone.

Diego came in no time seeing me crying. "What happened? tell me what's wrong", He said.

Looked what you have done! It's ruined! All my plans and my dreams were turning into ashes", I shouted.

"What??? How??? Can you make it clear, I don't understand", said Diego(confuse)

"What now, what will happen to me now? I'm done! It all turned into nothing. I trusted you Diego but you insisted it. You didn't wait for what was planned, For the right time. And all of those hard work and sacrifices I made turned to nothing, how could you do this to me, Diego". I cried.

"What? Please tell me what's happening, What is really going on here?" Diego said worrying.

"I'm pregnant !!! It's been a month now and my menstruation failed me. And all of this is because of you. I told you to wait but you didn't listen. You take advantage of me. How am I supposed to go back to London like this? You ruined all of it, Diego. You did this to me", I shouted.

Suddenly, I heard Diego laughing at the back.
I was annoyed hearing him laughing after all of what he has done.

So I immediately turned to him.
I was surprised when he was already pointing his finger at me shouting,
"Will you please stop all of this non-sense, RICARDO ",,, Bullshit !!!
Then he ran and slammed the door loudly.

I was stunned for a moment then I looked far at the window, and sigh! " That was just all I thought". And I closed my eyes.