Go ahead line up a bump so you can get in on this adventure. Erik dumped out the bag on the counter but had no idea what he was doing.
woah i said, you have to becareful with this stuff. it can put you in the looney bin quick and fast if you arnt careful.
yeah? erik paused, then why are we fuckin wit in?
Its to broaden your horizens, it is an adventure and if done right, a magical experience. Just don't be stupid.
Alright well im glad you are here to walk me through it, this isn't something i would just do alone.
erik had never been on a trip to kitty land, he had tried his lot of psychedelics, but shrooms and acid are a far cry and bleeding waters away from being deep in a hole.
Well im not sure how much to line up, you do it for me.
You know what, give me your keys, we are going to do for you , what I did for my first time, have to ensure you don't take too much. You want to make sure you like the feeling before you dive in deep.
How much does it take to feel it? he reaches into his pocked handing me his one key in his pocket.
Its very potent, here a key bump in each nostril should be a good start, thats what i did, its best not to push these boundaries until you know how to ride this horse.
I took his keey and dipped it into the plastic bag we had been staring a at all night. "Just a bump or two will do it.
I know i know already give me the damn thing, erik had started growing impatient and possibly because of his nerves. Its always a nerve reaking thing to do something for the first time. esspecially if that thing has the posibbility of overwhelming your senses and leaving you in a souring fuy of an matterless astronaught yelling at each light and being that passes by yoy.
Do i need to be worried about this? erik asked
No no, i do my drugs safetly, there is a reason im only giving you a couple key bumps, its the right way to start off.
as if there was a right way eirk snickered.
lifting the key to his nose alsmost to as smell it.
its not a fragrent flower, it has a smell but youll get to taste it when you get that bby down.
erik wasn't used to snorting drugs, and neither was I. In high school i had used to crush up xannex and snort it, before I learned about parashooting. Even earlier I remember snorting white sugar cane, I liked it as a child because the drip was sweet and it had a lot of shock value in a conversation.
That being said, I am not and was never into the hard stuff. My mom used to be an upper addict and i know i was so close to her fundementally and genetically that i knew i would love the stuff and that it was best to stay away, coke, meth, and crack, for good measure I threw on heroin to the list. what list you ask? its the substances im going to avoid the first time". even at a younger age i know that reverse psychology was very powerful even at foling and manipuating ourselves. I dont say ill never do these drugs, because it makes me what to do what i am without for my life. but I choose tothink about it as avoiding the first time so I dont have to feel like its not an option. the trut is, its always an option. but for me, i see choosing to not get started as a way easier way of stopping than trying to stop. I know i would love it so why do it? why subject myself. I digress because other than me and a couple of my close friends, everyone in my town and their momma has tried these drugs, no one was told not to, or they were, but they werent educated on the effects and differences between the different drugs. once people in my town found out that pot really wasnt that bad, it made them curious about other street drugs and caused them to expiriment without knowledge of the ocean they were about to tie themselves down in.
Erik had been half listening and couldnt't take the suspense anymore, he snorted loud and shrp, almost as if to try ad get it all done at once.
it will get stuck in your nose, youll have to keep tryingto bring it up every now and then. Here, take this other bump in your other nostril so you can be sure to feel something. Tolerances vary on many things one of which beeing body mass.
He took the other little mound to the right nostril like he was determined to proove that he wasn't worried.
hold your nose if you sneeze. I always sneeze and It can make you lose out on a lot of product, on the other hand when you hold your nose, it sends a wave of muchous into your nose so you can bring more of that sweet powder down into your system.
He was done so I had my time to pour myself a little of my own.
We had been waiting for weeks to get this ketamine, it was something i had been telling erik about for a long time.
to be continued