i was a hard core atheist . I just used to throw that around without even thinking about it . It was just stupid to think about these things , afterlife and god . One day my cousin said to me i discovered i am god ! I was like what the hell are you talking about , you are crazy ! But i kept a open mind and i did my research , did not sleep for 3 days only researching . Turns out he was right and my arrogance had closed my eyes all my life . Converted from atheist to believer and dropped out of computer sciences study psycology ! Life really isn't what it seems to be when you sit there and think about it !