I was up all night because I couldn't sleep, I felt bloated with air on my tummy as well for the reason that I am not sure, possibly because of no Gabapentin in my system because my guts really is like a mess when it is not calmed by Gabapentin.
Why would I not take Gabapentin then? Well I am experimenting again if there is no extra GABA in my system if that would affect my blood pressure during dialysis. I just want to find out again if that would have a difference on my dialysis experience. I was suspecting too that maybe extra GABA is also playing a big role about my blood pressure crashes.
Now I do think too that I just needed to take extra GABA because of my gut condition, it really irritable when I am not under the influence of this drug plus I needed an extra pain relief to my joints and the fact that it also helps me with my sleep and relaxation needs due to my current health situation that I just have to take the I could call now my essential medicine into feeling much well.
So God-willing after my tomorrow's dialysis session I will have to take another dose of about 200 mg of my GABA because I just basically needed its benefits for my health.
I also do not want to suffer again from having that debilitating restless legs syndrome where you needed to basically kick your legs because they are restless and GABA really is the sure-ball cure for it, just half a tablet of 600 mg and you are cured instantly. In my case I just needed less than that every after dialysis session and I can just enjoy its benefits until my next dialysis again.
Anyway I have nothing to do anymore today and I needed to sleep, I am up all night and I just have to again rest my brain and sleeping is the only way for me to be able to do that like any other human being. Quite a boring life but this is my life, I just hope that someday I can be physically active and do things around the house like in the former years which I missed on doing today so dearly. May God help me.