Fuckin eh! 2018 and I am still alive. I have a roof over my head, a bed, clothes and food. Never know for how much longer, but in this precise moment my needs are met and I feel alive and happy to be in this knowingness. I came to Peru on a whim and although I do not live by man’s law I found a deeper truth to life. Free will.
I have had no income for over 3 years now. Not had a job. I realized upon coming here I was here to test my resolve and to flow in whatever energy may there be. Learning and healing traumas and growing more into my heart. What a wild ride! I knew full well I was living a big risk. To take that leap and boy what a leap!
I have lived by the good graces of the spiritual family I meet and the sharing of energy we all abundantly exude. Even though I live in this constant I don’t know what comes next or how I will stay alive, somehow in 3 years I still am. No idea. I only know I chose this life however challenging I may perceive it to be. I am still here! I just want to scream that loud!
I am celebrating that somehow within me I have found the courage, strength, resolve, to have faith in this Universe and myself and to be open to learn my lessons and adapt to whatever calling comes to me. I feel love in my heart even when I do not experience that returned in a way I recognize. I get to stand tall in my presence and be happy simply by knowing I am living life in my own flow and not another. It is terrifying yet so rewarding to just be who what how and where I am.
Shout out to my spiritual family you know who you are. Many blessings shine upon you as we continue our individual and collective journeys into this new calendar year. A new energy field to become aware of and to master. Breathe it in!
