'A Course in Miracles' fixes it, but it also may lead to a mental breakdown, but hey if you like excitement, no please stop liking excitement truly. To get the love back, the life, like a really good childhood, it will work if you do what it says. The bliss level is completely real. It shouldn't be called that though, that's a misrepresentation. If you feel like you've reached the end of material satisfaction now though, and you then go and touch heaven, say goodbye forever to any satisfaction in the material world. Not to deter you, it's the best, wish I were able to complete it today. Good luck to you. I've been depressed for a long time and your video's have helped me.