For a long time I could not bring myself to watch her speech because I understood there was something shady.

You have no awareness and you refuse to look into things and blame it on others. It's cringe. People look at you and laugh. You're a conspiracy nutter and one who is working to destroy the planet and do the bidding of multi-billionaires (which you will never be, by the way) in the guise of "truth seeking". It's cringe. You are cringe.