I remember when this guy blew up on social media, and the backlash wasn't for no reason, he really wasn't a good guy, I don't know how you can consider him a role model.

There's another way to read his story than you write here. He completely implodes, then after recovering he gets back into the same kind of business. It's all marketing and manipulation.

I had a look at what he's doing now and it doesn't look good either. I'm glad that you were able to get something out of it but I think that all came from you. It's been pretty well established that the idea of letting rage out, regressing or that kind of catharsis, it doesn't really work.

Those kinds of things are closer to the kind of group building rituals that cults do, such as many shamanic traditions or born again Christians "speaking tongues".

If I were you I would look at the big picture of this guy and look critically about the claims he makes, and the bogus authority he makes them with.